So if you watched my last post? Please let me apologize. Note to self: Don’t post a video when you are high on cold meds.

Yeah.

So, obviously since I am making sense and writing – I am getting better. BUT my diet has suffered and my exercising too. Granted I’ve been sick so I shouldn’t be exercising – but to me…no. 

Ay yi yi yi yi, my eating has been horrible. When I’m sick all I’ve wanted to do was eat – even when I wasn’t hungry. Which especially aggravated me more because it was just like before I started to lose weight. I felt like I was….I don’t know … Backsliding. Exactly that….but you know what? I really didn’t care…which scares me now. Thing that I just realized – I was exercising when I was sick. I was walking. I mean I don’t really consider it working out now….but at least I got something in, ya know?

Anyhow, I weighed myself this morning – it’s been a week since my last weigh in and? I didn’t gain any weight – but I didn’t lose any either. It irritated me so what did I do? Ugh. I went crazy with my carbs. Sigh. I started the day with the notion that I was gonna be awesome. But did I do that? Grrrrrrrrrrrrr…..I’m ending the day staying in my calories at least. 

Sigh. I feel like I’m starting from scratch here ya’ll. It’s hard to not beat yourself up ya know? But here’s the thing – I’m not gonna give up. I’m gonna keep going with my low calorie low carb diet. I’m gonna exercise and I am gonna lose this weight.

Oh wait…I got a haircut! I feel so much better

  

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