Ugh, let’s not talk about yesterday okay? Let’s ignore it like a bad …..I don’t know insert your own thing here. I didn’t do too bad with my eating, I just….man. This depression is really kicking my butt!we did t go anywhere yesterday or today. Just homeschooling and exercise bike and walking. That’s for the past two days.

Today though I was so spent that I took the kids into my room and we just stayed in my bed. The kids had a blast cause they aren’t allowed to play in our room or bed, but I just rested. After a while I was able to play with the kids but man I was so out of it.

We were supposed to go to a bible study today but I just couldn’t. I hate that.

Well, eating wise I haven’t been too good. Man do I eat when I’m depressed. But I’ve been trying. Ooo….I did though up my resistance level on the bike. I like that burn. Makes me feel like I’m doing something.

Now if only I would stop snacking.

 did really good with the walking today. I’m at 16,000 steps right now and usually put in 2,000 once my husband comes home. Ya know – dinner, bedtimes and all that jazz puts in a lot of work.

Oh yeah, annoying piece of news. Our upstairs neighbors out of nowhere just started making s butt load of noise. Last night my daughters door was shaking because they were doing something upstairs. Tha God my kids didn’t wake up. If they do it again tonight we are gonna complain. 

Man we are such pacifists. 

Not really we just hate confrontation of any sort. The husband and I make a great pair.

Hope your day’s been awesome.

Current weight: 306 – I should update that but I don’t have a scale

Goal weight: 230

Dietary plans: counting calorie 

Workout plan: walking and exercise bicycle

Reason for: to be healthy and happy and there for my kids