It’s been a day. Got  the kids up early to head to co-op. There I was lunch monitor, we usually don’t stay for lunch so I didn’t know what to expect. Literally had an anxiety attack driving there. But I did it. All I had to do was watch kids ranging from 18 mos to 18 yrs run around in the gymnasium. That’s all. Nothing big.

My kids (w their issues) did not appreciate that time at all. In fact the girl cried, I felt so bad. Maybe I should try to get out of that or something.

But anyways, we got home and I did my exercise bike and some walking. I’m at 11,000 steps so far but we got church tonight so we’ll see how that’ll last.

My eating today has been better, I just keep thinking “do I really need this?” Also I think about my butt growing larger….that helps a lot it seems. Self….what’s the word….I don’t know. 

I gotta go , sorry to make this so short. Hubby came home. I missed him

Hope your day’s been awesome.


Current weight: 306 – I should update that but I don’t have a scale

Goal weight: 230

Dietary plans: counting calorie 

Workout plan: walking and exercise bicycle

Reason for: to be healthy and happy and there for my kids