I’m wearing jeans for the first time in a year. Ya know cold season and all. Welp, still on the high from my compliment I thought…pssshhh this is gonna slip on with ease.
It’s not fair I look like a muffin from Au Bon Pain….man those suhckahs are huge! Anyways I feel like a failure. Like nothing I’ve done has worked.
I mean yeah I’ve noticed the changes
I wish I had proof of those changes but I have noticed them. Or did I? Maybe I just made this all up and have lost nothing.
I don’t feel so hot. I don’t think I’ll eat ever again.
At least I’ve hit my step goal and been eating within my calories. I just gotta make sure to stay under my calorie goal to lose. More weight. No, I’m not talking about staring myself….just stop all this excess eating I’ve been doing since my birthday.
I don’t know. Ugh.
I need a scale.
Here’s hoping your day’s awesome
Current weight: 306 – I should update that but I don’t have a scale
Goal weight: 230
Dietary plans: counting calorie
Workout plan: walking and exercise bicycle
Reason for: to be healthy and happy and there for my kids