I’m wearing jeans for the first time in a year. Ya know cold season and all. Welp, still on the high from my compliment I thought…pssshhh this is gonna slip on with ease.


I feel like a baby beluga whale. I can say with a firm “heck no”, I’m never wearing jeans again.

It’s not fair I look like a muffin from Au Bon Pain….man those suhckahs are huge! Anyways I feel like a failure. Like nothing I’ve done has worked.

I mean yeah I’ve noticed the changes

I wish I had proof of those changes but I have noticed them. Or did I? Maybe I just made this all up and have lost nothing.

I don’t feel so hot. I don’t think I’ll eat ever again. 

At least I’ve hit my step goal and been eating within my calories. I just gotta make sure to stay under my calorie goal to lose. More weight. No, I’m not talking about staring myself….just stop all this excess eating I’ve been doing since my birthday.
I don’t know. Ugh. 

I need a scale.

Here’s hoping your day’s awesome


Current weight: 306 – I should update that but I don’t have a scale

Goal weight: 230

Dietary plans: counting calorie 

Workout plan: walking and exercise bicycle

Reason for: to be healthy and happy and there for my kids