Sorry I didn’t write yesterday. I was too pooped and I wanted to watch M*A*S*H* I love that show and am so glad that Netflix has them finally. Now we only need Golden Girls and we are set.

So yesterday was slow here. The kids did fabulously yesterday in homeschooling… I had a thought that they were finally getting used to it. Then today happened. Ha. It was a joke. Only lasted like 40 mins. I guess each day is different.

Today we went to the yearly check up for Baby girl. Oh my gosh did she fight me tooth and nail over anything. The doctor diagnosed her w anxiety issues and said if it interferes with her social life then we hafta treat it. My husband had a fit, he can’t handle hearing that our kids have issues. He says why do we hafta label it? I mean he’s got a point there, but then again if we don’t label it how can we help the person suffering? 

 It sucks that my son seems to be getting over most of his anxiety issues and my daughter is getting new ones everyday. I feel bad for them for having a mom and dad with anxiety disorder. Sigh. Sorry kids.

Yesterday I did my walk and exercise bike, I hit 15,000 steps and ate within my calories. Today? I’m not doing so good. When my depression hits I like to eat. Shoo I just like to eat anytime….and by eat I mean snack just so you know. 

Anyways back on subject, I know I need to walk more to burn more calories…but I don’t wanna. I just want to lay in bed and watch last nights Minority report (did anyone see that? How good?).

I wish I had more to say but I just feel like blah….as I have stated. Derf  Jessica 

Here’s hoping your day’s awesome!


Current weight: 306 – I should update that but I don’t have a scale

Goal weight: 230

Dietary plans: counting calories

Workout plan: walking and exercise bicycle

Reason for: to be healthy and happy and there for my kids