going on a road trip again. Off to see my Inlaws in NJ. We go see them once every coupla months. It’s nice to see them but the anxiety is just too much for me.

I hate traveling. I hate being around strangers (cause there is always someone new to meet at their house). I hate leaving the safety net of my own home.

But I know Gods grace will get me through….so I fight.

I fight for my kids to see their grandparents, I fight to not hide in the room when new people come, I fight for a normal life for my family. 

Well that’s me being poetic and junk. Now on to my 4 hour drive (we take an hour for lunch).