I’m a little manic right now. Finding it hard to stop fighting with everyone and stopping myself from completing my urges. Dancing barefoot in the snow sounds so cool to me right now I can’t tell you how much but I can’t do it.

I know I can’t. … Right?

Gah. People won’t leave me alone. My kids are whining. I just wanna run.

No literally run. Like take a jog run. Not like my 3000 lb butt can handle that. But I think it would be great. But first just to step on the snow barefoot. Oh how refreshing that would feel! I want to.

But I won’t. Maybe. I don’t know. Maybe I’ll just dance.