It’s my life right? You’d think I’d get to live it the way I want right? Well you’d be wrong.

I’m circling the drain everyday and being nitpicked about everything doesn’t help. Granted I’m not the only one being inconvenienced – I’m the only one that matters now. My blog, my selfishness.

I get I hafta live by their rules but why do I hafta be triggered every time I do something or don’t do something? I think God is really trying to teach me something here with them. Maybe he’s preparing me for life with teenagers or something.

I just hate being disrespected and constantly triggered. I’m constantly feeling down about myself or on the edge ready to bite someone in two because of a nasty comment. I’m so tired of living this way. God please help me I can’t do this anymore