Its been several days since I’ve stopped the Brinntelix.
I’m still being really creative and awesome.
I want to say thats just me being me – but what if it isnt? what if its me being manic still?
I hate that I cant tell.
I started a devotional for those who suffer from mental illnesses and I post a devotional daily (http://facebook.com/alittleunhinged) I came up with the idea while manic…but I still come up with ideas now. Am I still manic?
I hate not understanding this disease.
Sorry for being so down….I guess you can see I’m crashing a bit. i dont know.
I just want to be left alone and I cant be. I cant be me….sitting on the couch pushing out the world, licking my wounds. I hafta be the me that everyone expects of me. Super Jessica.
What if she cant make it?