I’ve been going through this hellish ride of ups and downs for two years now and I’m tired.

Don’t worry I’m not suicidal.

I’m just tired.

I’m tired of the rage, the fighting, the fear, the worry.

I’m tired of all this crap.

I’m tired.

I’m tired of the overstimulation.

I’m tired of not being able to enjoy my family.

I’m tired.

God help me please, I can’t do this anymore.