It’s been a week….maybe more that I’ve been on the lithium.

I’ve gotten enraged – but not as bad as before. The uncontrollable mania I haven’t seen. My thoughts are still moosh, but I can clearly form thoughts now.

Kinda. I still am sick, sinus infections make me so dopey.

So what though, ya know? So what.

I don’t know what. I’m just here in a fog of the evilest magentaiest….whatamacallit.

Just so what.

Today has been really bad. Overstimulation. The mere touch of anyone sending me into a fit.

I just ……. So freaking what?!

I am just having a hard time dealing. God please help me.