Oh what I wouldn’t give for a few minutes of silence.
If you don’t follow my daily blog – you don’t know that that the boy is sick. A-freaking-gain. But now it’s gotten so bad that the girl has gotten it too.
I hate this constant change in temperature! One day it’s 40° the next is like 18° the next 60°. Uhhhh ….. no wonder the kids got sick.
So yes, I’m freaking.
Trying definitely to rely on the Lord w this. But it’s hard – anyone who tells you the Christian life is easier is full of garbage. It’s not. It’s the same – in fact would dare to say it’s harder. But this blog is not to philosophize (that’s my other blog). It is about my mental health – which is freaking by the way. I just hate when the kids get sick and I can’t do anything so I picture the worst.
Even the common cold…..man I hate my brain sometimes.
I cannot tell . You the staff that goes through my heart trying to give them their medicines. My kids are sneaky sneaky when it comes to their powers of whining but I hold right to the rules …… most times.I mean they are my babies and they are doing of the common cold.
GOD I need help..
Lord, I just want my babies better. . Please.