I hate this empty feeling inside.

Knowing that I should be feeling something….knowing that there should be a response but not having the right one let alone any one is so frustrating.

And thats all I feel.




I hate that I hafta take pills in order to feel normal….or just feel human enough to not scream at anyone.

Ugh. I dont even know what the crap I’m saying. I have a sinus infection and the evil magentas – not a healthy mix.  Well, the evil magentas are not a good mix with anything period.

Whatever. I have no idea. I’m tired and my kids are running me ragged. I just have enough time to write this while they are eating lunch. Dangit.

They are done.