I just……..

I can’t.

I don’t wanna deal.

I can’t deal.

My kids are at stake right? No. That’s just my paranoia. But she just told him he was yuck.

My head is spinning. I want to scream again. Lord please help me.

Doesn’t help that my mom is bashing my meds again. That’s really what started me off.

If me off. I had to take my meds early because of my mom. Ya know I’m glad we live with them, but they make things so much harder sometimes. Most times.

I just freaking can’t deal right now. I need my music.