When I get in this evil magenta-ey suck whole…

I feel so lost.

Ya know? Just that everything is just put out of my grasp of understanding/feeling/ whatevering.

“Oh you want to join and belong? Sorry, to bad for you. It’s not your day. Today is your day to feel the pain of it all and not understand a freaking thing.”

Whatever – I didn’t want to belong anyways. So in your metaphorical face….you…..jerkwad.

Anyways, the best cure I’m told by people who know better than me (my husband and mother – Gotta love them for trying); that the best way to beat this … is going out.

Hoping it works….