Saw my new pdoc.

Was a cool guy. He’s about 703, and he does talk therapy…and? I think I’m in love with him.

Seriously, he made fun of the last two doctors I saw by saying that they didnt practice psychiatry; they practiced psychopharmacology. It apparently makes sense to make more money to see someone for 5 minutes and then ship those patients off to see any person who calls themselves a “therapist”

He made me giggle. I liked him almost immediately after he said that.

So he gave me meds and said he wanted to start me off on this and see how it goes. So far it’s not a new diagnosis: bipolar – no shocker there. But he did say that some of my symptoms are showing traits of schizophrenia … But i definitely don’t have schizophrenia. Guess this road is just starting.

I just want the catatonic crap to stop – which is apparently normal? I don’t know, maybe i misinterpreted that. I just want to be me.

I was so right there to being me. Sigh. I know it’s coming, I just want it to get here faster.