In that day you shall not be shamed for any of your deeds In which you transgress against Me; For then I will take away from your midst Those who rejoice in your pride, And you shall no longer be haughty In My holy mountain. (Zephaniah 3:11 NKJV)

I’m getting there. Holding hard on The Lord (& my drugs), questioning everything that makes me doubt my beautiful, wonderful, completely imperfect life and I’m getting there.

The panic is still there.


The fear is still there.


The anxiety too….but so is my family and more importantly – my Jesus.

But I am poor and needy; Yet the Lord thinks upon me. You are my help and my deliverer; Do not delay, O my God. (Psalms 40:17 NKJV)