I feel like I’m standing in a fog.

Like I’m standing in a fog screaming so loud and no one can hear me.


Like no one cares to hear me.

I know people care, but I just …. I don’t know.

I don’t know how to tell them.

All I can articulate right now is a deep: aaarrrggghhh!

I sound like a freaking pirate.

I haven’t been like this in such a long time. I can’t talk. I don’t even know what I want to say.

I just am in a permanent fog right now. I just want to scream.  Scream for someone, anyone to hear me. Scream just to feel a little bit alive.

God. I hate this. What am I even trying to say?