I feel like I’m standing in a fog.
Like I’m standing in a fog screaming so loud and no one can hear me.
Like no one cares to hear me.
I know people care, but I just …. I don’t know.
I don’t know how to tell them.
All I can articulate right now is a deep: aaarrrggghhh!
I sound like a freaking pirate.
I haven’t been like this in such a long time. I can’t talk. I don’t even know what I want to say.
I just am in a permanent fog right now. I just want to scream. Scream for someone, anyone to hear me. Scream just to feel a little bit alive.
God. I hate this. What am I even trying to say?